Saturday, 17 October 2009
I WAS PRETENDING NOTHING HAPPEN!!!
but nothing seem to get off through my head keep thinking about.
foolish huh???
this year nothing seem to move smoothly
1st: lost my friend
2nd: my result not really that good
3rd: people making unwanted remarks about me
4rd: i cant even move on the same pacing with people around me.
LOSING MORE FRIEND IS THE KILLER THAT CAUSE ME TO BE LIKE THIS!!!
dun get offencsive if you think is you.
i just wanted to say everything out.
this have make me miserable for weeks.
what can others think about me???
no independent!
no self awarness!
or i look stupid???
remark from them maybe silent but action cant hide dude!!!
ya, i know my english not good, my way of expressing is different, i not that chio too!!!
i love mysef being want. i cant do anything i want.
but i am facing obstacles from everyone i know.
i accept people saying i repeated a year. but i don allow people to use it wen they trying to compare with someone. u don think for yourself but please think for the others.
is horrible to accept that.
not offensive remark, i am not pinpoint anyone, i just wanted to say what i feel.
