one more day to 2009

i cant wait forr the countdown

a brand new year forr me & u

starting school

hoping

no one will bully me in the brand new class

siian

regret being retainer

feeling hopeless in the class

somehow;

trying to avoid that

miss 1;2a3

"u will alway misses by me"

signing off

joanna♥

feeling lonely..

ever since i was getting well with them ♥

they treated me well~

but then

others the better

they when out together,slacking at different area.

i was left alone at home they call me out

but is when they have no enough people it was alway so last minute

DO I LOOK LIKE ''a standby''

u need me u call me no need just throw me alway

i neo!

i am not as rich as them

i am not as pretty as herr

i am not as clever as them as i am a retainer

i am not as power as them as i not really a gangster

i am not as loyal as them as they don treated me as one

i am not standby as i don wann them to treat me as one

i not really a smoker as i really wann to.

i have a bf but is like '' mind as well don have''

trying hard to convince them

WNJBUHUDVFNFERDVHJ

I CANT WAIT FOR COUNTDOWN

a brand new year [ 2009 ]

lurve & miss

joanna

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

EVERYONE HO'HO'HO

&

HAPPY BOXING DAY!

LURVE AND MISSES BY ME

HAHA

BYE~

JOANNA

"u will be thinking why i will be postings this photo up in my blog xD"

this will be my retainer mate in 2009

they pass with me,they play with me,they come school with me.

guys!!!

all the best this year.remember show the others we will always be the best.

don come late forr school, okay

haha

contact with u all soon

miss ya

lurve u all...

signing off:

joanna2008

twist" merlyn & joanna

taking photo in the hut

we LOVE bintan.muacks~

merlyn & joanna

npcc & ncc officer's

night fishing just outside our sleeping area





Girl's sleeping area[ nice secenery rite]

Have u ever think about the fun and exitcement in bintan???

let me tell u:

B-bonding is the riches thing in the people in bintan

I-indonesia food there, i will never forget the taste .

N-nice scenery, nice wheather,never ending fun at there.

T-trekking is fun at least i walk lesser in bintan than singpore.

A-armire my them, as they can no need stress so much than singapore students

N-never ending friendship with them! i miss them all

NPCC,NCC,ST-JOHN,GIRL GUIDE

13~15 november

combine ug camps 2008

look at our beutiful backside''
everone has a style~i mean a smoking style cute rite=D

say cheezze...

me and liyan♥

ATTENTION!!!
put ur leg foot out and twist up♥

NON-commisoner officer 2008

WE are at the top of the peak♥

photo with the insurctors♥

we gonna miss you all

combine-uniform camp 2008

loola resort in indonesia' bintan♥

me and my others friend will be working wt safti allocate at jourong today everyone in the cute attire with the the vest and bowtie" so cool"

we look like the bartender in the high class hotel...haha i sounded so bhb XD

but looking at the way our attire is u should neo how we are going to be during our work

but then look at the way we post and take picture u should neo, we don even care about it althought we are told to do so during our work tymm...haha=D

seriously...

people in there is trying to be high class only looking at the way they eat and the utensil they use,are just wasting our tymm to help them clean up

not only that...

i was quite annoy with the request by the ns man in during the event.

they are asking for this and that. make me walk back and font for many round at that night

and because of the round my shoe have at least 5 hole lorhs.

damn it.

bird bird,chao shun,wei hao,me♥

are selected to be the runner forr lei seng and alison♥

we have to go in the kitchen to take dishes forr those annoying ns man,

and go out of the kitchen to pass leiseng and alison the dishes and both of them are suppose to serve them=D

the food there make me hungry when i was bringing out the dishes

forr the ns man. the food simply tempeted me with the food.

most embrassed part was.

I WAS KANA BULLY BY THE CLEANER

i was bringing in the dirty utensil to the cleaners corner and partly they are man

and when i pass them the tray they try to hit me with the clean tray.

haha...

at least i avoid them if not i going to have a bum on my head.

but seriously i enjoy working ther but not when i was serving the ns man!!!

♥"retainer....haha" this sentence seem easy to say throught a mouth from a advance student=D
To me it seem that is a insulting and cruel defination to decribe me...
they did not think about the feeling. did they try to understand us. we also don't wann this to happen to me.
i can't control everythng in m life.
and is fated to get retain and no one seem to notice it that i am trying hard in every exam
YES. i admit i did'nt study hard like the others,i did not strive as hard as them.
BUT nothing can change now i am a retainer!!!
signing off:
joanna♥

yeah!!!

cant believe myself that i will get a blog forr myself

ya. i know is too late♥

hey. i miss my day i school

loitering outside the class

create trouble with my fellow sister

haiis>>>cant believe myself to retain this year

thinking of this make me feel so regret

"why i never study hard this year"♥

guess i have to study hard next year!!!

signing off

joanna♥